cheer up kid.

Dear Joy Lee Hodge,

I wanna tell you thank you for all the motherly things you’ve done, but there’s nothing to really appreciate from someone who doesn’t act like they care about there child, i mean it’s cool.you guys you can pretend like im part of the family but we both know that im not. im a disgrace to your husband cos im all gay and what not. but i still love you regardless, your still my mother, even thought you dont love me like i wish you would. im sorry for putting you through hell and causing you all that stress, but im not sorry for leaving you home and disagreeing with the way you do things. plain and simple, people say i need to clean my act up cause im 16? no. the parents do. 

sorrry for fucking up your life.

-Joshua (hodge)

gayboy assault.

so,

today while i was at the mall i saw my ex cory’s new boyfriend logan, i punched him in the back of the head and now he’s trying to press charges on me. 16 year old assaulting a 19 year old,im bad to the bone.

dont fuck with my territory any more.

“ It does not matter how slow you go so long as you do not stop.

5:49 AM.

Hello Tumblr, we meet again.

 My life is finally starting to get better i think, i met this guy Named K.c and he’s the sweetest wittle thing i’ve ever met. I dont have to have worries with him. were taking things slow and becoming friends before we jump into anything serious. I’m over my first love, and im forgetting he ever existed, i cutt all emotional ties i had with him off and threw them away, i have to admit i do still have feelings for this guy named dustin, but there graduallly fading. I quit doing pills, i havent tried anything new besides bathsalt “(legal cocain) and that was a one week thing, i cutt down on drinking but didnt completly stop ;) up too two packs a day on my menthols. and my outlook on life is ten times better, im switching school next year and having a fresh start. I’m not becoming some goody goody strait edge fagg or anything like that, im still gonna be a bitch and be a badass and that that good stuff. No more cutting, bulemia is starting back up but thats a necessity right now, 140? ew. im going down to 120-110. its summer, time to starve. the whole oh im depressed shit is gone, i still get my moments when i seclude my self from people but other then that im strait, i havent slept and im going the fuck to bed, enjoy.

goodmorning monsters.